~ of laughing and all that matters ~

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Have you ever wonder how a simple notion popped out of nowhere could make a huge impact to a person's life. And here I'm thinking how do people interpret and make sense of these ideas?
I mean, there had to be some kind of an explanation about the mechanism rather than just the psychological or neurophysiology theories that governs the reasoning. And I want other than molecular analysis or neuroimaging of the brain functional activities.

For example, computer only understands on and off, basic principle, elaborated to what at presence. So, the input to a human brain (i.e. ideas) had somehow to follow through some stages and/or sectors before it could interpret for the host. Then comes the feeling of self-assured. Can anyone tell me the mechanics of this?

I don't know why, but I suddenly wanna question it. haih...
Anyone interested to try and explain it to me?

~ of now and forever ~

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It may be four,
It could be five,
But it can never be three,

There is no why,
No that I could find how,

There is only truth,
and that's what makes them new,

Far as I seek,
Had I not find any?

Torment marks my path,
Hate brought my soul,
Anger within their own,

Regret not the time,
Apologies meant none,

Still, the days of yore behind my back,
Remorse for all livings I did not forget.

~.........

~ SBE 2008 ~

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And so, kitorang ade SBE kat NZ lak this year. 3 schools, 1st and 2nd bosaaaaaaaannn!!!! But the 3rd school was awesome!
Maidstone intermediate. name of the school. I was placed in class 24,
green syndicate. About 30 students in the class. And yeah, cekgu die nama Anna, baru 20-an.... and married. haha.
Mr. Shafiq? hoho!

Yeah, I'm just an observer in the classroom but over time I helped the students with their tasks and I also played with them during P.E.
They have beautiful smiles and very good manners. I really wish I could be teaching them or just a work as a teacher aide.
lol.
It was very sad to see their expressions when I told them that I won't be back on the next Monday. They even tried to stop me from leaving the classroom.
huhu.

"Why can't you stay for the whole year?"
"You brighten up the class when you're here" (Although dalam hati aku tawu aku gelap)

"What if you stay and teach us?"

"Thank you for helping me with my speech"

"We'll lock you in the locker!" (What???)

etc...

Fantastic school. Lovely children. Sdey tinggalkan derang. Anyhow, before I left, we had a big group hug and 'goodbye five'!

Sorila, kitorang x reti gambar posing² ni. haha!

Klas aku ada bdak punk siot!

Crazy pose lagi (^.^)

Staff room...

Monument for the dead

Trees....

And.... rambut da panjang n tak terurus...
Should I kept it longer or just cut it???
Hmm......